Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in teaspoonies' LiveJournal:

Sunday, April 16th, 2006
9:26 pm	okay.. happy easter to me. i've had my driver's license barely since Thursday and i got in a car accident today. fucking old senile dumbshit hit the passenger side of my car in the damn parking lot. they better be able to fix it (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
1:15 am	okay the bitch i mentioned before.. we took another test today, covering everything we've been trained in up until that point. the pregnant chick messed up somethin that was worth a lot of points on the test, and got an 89% and even considered quitting because she'd messed it up so bad and felt stupid. which, she kind of is whether i have a grudge against her or not.. and she does have an accent, so she's officially hick. anyway though.. so yeah she was pissed at herself about that. also, she was really not happy when someone asked what i got on it and she heard me say a 99.5%. i hope she quits and that i get supergrad just to piss her off even more. (Comment on this)
Friday, March 31st, 2006
1:22 am	i fuckin hate people. if i leave this job at the hilton place, it'll be cause of the other people who work there. not cause i can't fucking do the job. bitch named January was sitting behind me in training today, and was talking to the chick next to me about how she thinks only one person of the whole class won't be able to handle it and will quit or get fired or somethin whatever the fuck she said. that everyone but the one person, and "i wont name names" will graduate training and stay with the job. no, she didn't say my name, but it's obvious she meant me. she mentioned the day before that i'm the one who talks least in the class, "not that thats a bad thing or anything *waves hand to gesture it away and goes back to the computer*" and, the chick next to me, fucking looked at me, laughed and nodded back at the bitch behind me, said "yeah i think i know who you're talkin about" *silence* *laugh* "yeah" like i'm so fucking stupid and deaf i can't hear that or know what they're fucking talking about. RIGHT FUCKING NEXT TO ME like she's so much better than me, and i'm not good enough to do the job the other 15 people in the class do fine in. so i'm shy, big fucking deal. i can talk on a phone and type. soooo hard but did i say anything? no, because she didnt say my name. and she's the type who would have said "i didnt mean you" and call me paranoid or some shit and make me look worse than i already do to these fucks. but i swear to god if i hear her say one more fucking thing like that i'm gonna beat her with the fucking keyboard, whether she's pregnant still or not. hope her cunt gets torn apart when she gives birth to spawn of satan. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 17th, 2006
8:02 am	... first day of work today. it starts in less than 2 hours. i'm nervous. or, rather, it'd probably be better to say i'm terrified. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 6th, 2006
12:46 am	my car is fixed!! i get to drive it Tomorrow!! but there's no one awake i can be all excited to about it.. sad now (Comment on this)
Friday, February 17th, 2006
2:08 pm	I got the books I ordered today! Insomnia, The Story of Me, Laramie Project, and the unabridged version of Les Miserables. I'm excited. Debating on taking Insomnia to read first, or try to fit The Story of Me into my jacket pocket or something to take to work to read. They also sent me a free sample of men's degree deodorant.. I know i bought a lesbian book, but jeezus. (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 16th, 2006
4:32 am	it's 4:30 and i'm still awake. tired. so tired. the other night i told my ex i couldn't (shouldn't, but very much could) talk to her anymore, as in can't be friends or anything. talked to her tonight. it went okay. i just freak out a lot cause i still have feelings for her, and probably always will. i tend to brood. and instead of letting things go, i bring them back enough to turn them into a 'bloody mass of infection'. makes it awkward =P. anyway. my car should be fixed within a couple weeks. then i can get a better job, and get a life. yay! i've always wanted one of those. deleted myspace. no more burnty leg picture. may put it on this eventually though. anyway. forgot everything else i was going to put. these will always be pointless. night night. (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 9th, 2006
9:04 pm	i hate being single. i'm gonna be 20 in a month and i'm getting depressed as hell about that. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
1:12 pm	I finished a survey and will be soon recieving a 50 dollar check in the mail for my participation. Yay. I need it. They're finally fixing my car! Right now! I'll get to be able to drive my car in a couple of weeks, if it goes well. Have had that thing for like 5 freaking years and I still haven't been able to be in the driver's seat. I'm so all kinds of a lot of looking forward to driving my lovely lovely muscle car. To my new job. Then if all goes well for me, to my new place of residence. Give me two months and i'll be happy, hopefully. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
8:10 pm	... i'm sitting in a college library waiting for someone to look through his damned myspace thing before we can leave. ugh. (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 4th, 2006
1:31 am	Well I WAS in a good mood.. Okay, so, I woke up to my cousin calling me to wake me up so she could pick me up to help her move and stuff again today. Got up, did the waking up stuff, about an hour later she picked me up and we went to her storage and took three car-full's of her boxes and such back to her new place. Spent about, what, three maybe four hours helping her with that? Also stopped at her mom's house for a little bit to steal some pepsi's to drink (her fridge is still in storage, and no one has a truck to take that and the other big stuffs to the house yet) cause we needed something cold, was only 80 today but it felt too hot to be alive outside. Anyway, the cousin's boyfriend and his cousin, that's gonna be their roommate (at least for a while..) kept bringing stuff over too. It was kind of sad. The car he uses is bigger than my cousin's, and we still managed to bring over a lot more stuff than they did with each run. And, there was only one house key between the two of them. So on the third drop-off-o-stuff we had to wait a good 20 minutes for him to get back to the house to let us in. He was supposed to leave the back door unlocked so we could slip in through the garage, but genius locked it before they left. But yeah, anyway, I enjoyed being able to help my cousin and hang out with her for the past two days now. The boyfriend's cousin, Robbie, is being their roommate right now to help pay the rent, but with his job he can't even afford to.. They need 300 a month, and he only gets like 190 every two weeks. He's 18 and his mom takes him to work. Technically, he could afford it, yeah? But Then he has no money for anything else. And so my cousin and her boyfriend would have to be buying food for him and everything, so it would just be more money they'd have to use. Kesha, my cousin.. easier to just write her name now.. but yeah, was going to ask me to move in with them but she thought I was going to quit my job a while ago, so then wouldn't have any money at all for it. So they went on to him. Kesh doesn't think Robbie will last more than a month or two, and wants me to move in when he ends up leaving now that i'm gonna be at the job still. I get enough to be able to pay the 300 a month, plus afford my cell phone and other stuff I pay monthly (reallybosscheese.com account thing included). Anyway.. yeah. I'm really hoping Robbie doesn't stay long so I could take the room instead. It's a duplex, two bed two bath, and I never thought I would like a duplex but this one is Nice. The guest bathroom is huge compared to all the others i've ever been in, and it has a washer and dryer In the house. And they're next to eachother! I so wish this house had that. Our washer and dryer is in the garage, the cold cold garage, on opposite sides of it. With a boat in between them making it very difficult to get from one to the other. I've fallen off a couple times trying to climb over it. I hate it. I hate all laundry. No more of that. After she dropped me off back home, I gave my brother 200 dollars for a computer that's at least twice as good as mine is. I still need to set it up. Then I went to work, which went okay. I got to smile and be smiled at by the really really cute nurse so that was a good day. After work, I had to wait an hour to get the modem so I could get on (it's what i do after work. I have no life, leave me alone). Then it wouldn't even work.. it would say connected, but no program would be able to work. So it pissed me off and i'm now on my step dad's computer with is a total piece of shit. And this room gives me a horrible headache and i'm starting to feel kind of sick. And I can't remember what else I was going to add in this now.. should expect to find boring as all kinds of hell novels like these on this journal thingy each time I make one. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
9:26 pm	first journal thingy Uhm.. I don't know what to write. But I figured I should put at least SOMETHING in here so that the squooshy bunny would have something to read and be even more geeky about. I got my TV back. Satelite, anyway. It's been back for three days now but it wasn't working in my room. It did in every Other room, but not mine until I actually made an attempt to fix it today. Took a whole 2 minutes. Wish i'd done it sooner, I missed movies. Just saw that there's going to be a 3rd Final Destination. I think that's gonna be horrible.. the first was okay, second I enjoyed, this is just too far. Anyway enough of my pointless thinger. May do more another day just to appease my wow guild minion. (2 Comments |Comment on this)